(Journal #1: January 23, 2005 Cont’d) Post #10
Still so much to journal after not being on the page for four days. We’re actually in Scottsdale, Arizona right now at a business conference. I was in the Word and prayer all that time and now have so much to record that you’ve shown me, Lord.
The day after my birthday I felt led by the Holy Spirit to start a 40-day fast from wine or any type of alcoholic beverage. I knew I had not abused this at all but I felt like You were showing me how to get ahead of the enemy’s schemes and be ready. I know the enemy attacks me with fear, and there is so much unknown to me right now. I will not even allow an opportunity for anything to become a “crutch” for fear. I will not allow anything to dull my spiritual senses and leave me open to the enemy’s lies that can cause depression or cause me to make negative confessions. YOU are my source of joy and comfort.
This is what I heard in my spirit: “For 40 days and 40 nights, do not drink wine; you lean on Me!” So that’s what I’m doing, Lord, here at this conference where food and wine abound!
Joel 2:12: “Yet even now,” declares the Lord, “return to me with all your heart, with fasting, with weeping, and with mourning;
Matthew 6:16-18: “When you fast, do not look somber as the hypocrites do, for they disfigure their faces to show others they are fasting. Truly I tell you, they have received their reward in full. But when you fast, put oil on your head and wash your face,so that it will not be obvious to others that you are fasting, but only to your Father, who is unseen; and your Father, who sees what is done in secret, will reward you.
Daniel 10:3: I ate no delicacies, no meat, or wine entered my mouth, nor did I anoint myself at all, for the full three weeks.
1 Peter 5:7: Cast all your anxiety on Him, because He cares for you.
Isaiah 26:4: Trust in the Lord forever; the Lord God is an everlasting rock.